Hi friends today let me tell u my love life,
My first crush in my school days her name is Shridevi Hadimani she is pretty and very intelligent in studies, this is in 5th standard i used to share all my love feelings with my close childhood friend Atmaram Bhudikopp(TV), and ha same time i use to like Soumya Shetty too. Even TV was also in love with her, but I never use to talk to girls i was bit shy and scared type boy in schooldays.
But when I came to high school I dont know from where i got the power,before my friends use to tease me becoz I use to be very silent guy, and in high school no one use to tease me at all, becoz in that time i was very short tempered if anybody irritates me I use to hit him.
In high school I have some good friends like, Satosh Bagalkot, Mallikarjun Tigadi, Sagar Patil. I was very close with Aruna Veerbarannavar, the only girl who is very close to me in my schooldays. After my 10th my friend santosh called soumya and proposed from myside, she replied " amar is my best friend, nothing much". then i thought there are still chances, but during 1st PUC she never use to talk to me, but all my friends use to call her Bhabhi, I use to see a smile on her face, still I dont know its ironic smile or what. after 1st PUC i got selected for NTTF dharwad. one fine day after a 2 years later I met soumya in bus and i went and talked to her, she said she has joined BSc Agreeculture in dharwad, I was very happy becoz she was also in dharwa. Then i use to meet her monthly. I thought there is chemistry going in between me and her, i knew that soumya is very selfish and boring type of gal, but i liked her multitalented skills like, dancing, singing, debate competations and good at studies too. After my NTTF got completed I joined a job in PUNE, I said all my feelings towards soumya with aruna, Aruna said me to wait for a fine day both will go and convence her, but one fine day that is 1st Nov 2006wednesday I went alone to soumys college and proposed her she said she have family problems, her mom wont agree for such love marraiges, but I tried to convence her for 3hrs, but she did not moved in, then I thought she do not have a single feeling of love towards me, so I left that day. This all happend on , my Bad luck day from birth.
From that day I was like mad I was already left the job and was doing Catia and Guitar classes in Belgaum, I then was acting like DEVDAS, I use to write shayaries and poems in love failure shock. Any way this is my 1st love, some one said in hindi" Kachhi kali kabhi todi nahi jaati, Pehali mohobbat kabhi bhooli nahi jaati". One never forget a 1st love.
But now I use to wish her on her b'day through ORKUT, now I found that all was affection nothing else. Now a days she is doing doing her MSc in microbiology in Bangalore, my frnds use to tell me, snatosh told me once she never had a feeling for u, but all use to tell me she does not suit ur family.
any way past is past.This is all about my 1st love.
*Jai sai ram*
